I feel so bad

Today I feel different, feel as if my soul .. I think this wanderingaround town looking for you.

I do not understand these last days you acted so different with me, Ifeel strange as if you were not the same as always. So cute so cute and so different now you're with me.
Sometimes I hold the desire to mourn not to feel pain or sadness but is bigger than the pain I feel like I ripped out his heart and is the most ugly product that I can feel pain and suffering.

I miss, the guy I fall in love every day that makes me nervous and makes me blush every time I say something cute and cuddly.
Many people tell me you're a hopeless case, I forget you or that you will never leave your girlfriend for me.
And in those moments I lose faith, hope, and all the illusions that I can have you.